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HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE :]

2009-12-31T20:11:00.000-08:00

OMG! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE EVERYONE!!! :]
Blah. Ya know how there's that tradition where you're supposed to kiss someone when the countdown reaches 'New Years'?
Well, I kinda wish it would happen :(
Blah. Oh wells :D
hehe.
Anyways. Didya know it's a full moon? Yeppers. the next one that'll happen on new years eve will be in 2028 (according to my NERD friend Jason Cheng)
lmao.
but it's pretty bright. hurts my eyes xD
haha.
UGH! What really frustrates me right now is how so many of our SPMS guys won't go to winter formal. Those lazy butts and sissys! BLAH! ><
phooey. anywayssss.
im bored. reallllly bored. and i really don't know what to write.
oh right.
ya know how every couple has a nickname/guy has a codename (something the girls say instead of his name so they can talk about him in broad daylight? ya know). well, i made one up for me and my 'crush'. at least i think i still like him/he still likes me. blah.
*drumroll*
ROMEO AND JULIET :D
haha.
doesnt rly fit though....lmao. anyway. i'll leave for now and post once again @ midnight.
adios chicos & chicas.

I'm SICK T.T

2009-12-21T11:28:00.000-08:00

Life is totally not fair to me. I HATE being sick. Seriously. Even though it means I get to skip piano lessons, I hate being sick. It’s so dull and painful! But the good thing is that I have the best medicine ever: Ghirardelli chocolate & music & MLIA. Seriously. Best things EVER!

But ugh. I hate being stuck in bed. Bad thing is that my brother is super sick and mi dad is semi sick. Blech. And omg. I will totally hate myself if im still sick by Thursday! I WILL NOT MISS WATCHING ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS WITH MY FRIENDS! I WILL NOTTTTTTTT!

GAH!!!!! My friend keeps talking about Hi-Chews. Those really awesome tasting asian candy! Now I want some T.T

I wish they made a peach flavor and watermelon flavor. Does anyone wanna buy me some ;)

Haha. Just kidding. :]

DAVID ARCHULETA ROCKS MY MUSICAL WORLD!

Lawl. Seriously. Touch My Hand, A Little Too Not Over You, Zero Gravity, and Crush are my absolute favorites!!! Those lyrics match soooo much with my life. I’m not kidding.

Bah. Ok. Now time to disagree with my New Jersey friend Zion Lee.

Guys don’t always spend money on girls. They usually don’t do anything [no offense guys. But some of yall are real cheapos]. Girls spend quite a lot too. I know I did. But the hugging is true. Hugs are like, the perfect gift for your special someone. I got my ‘crush’ something [it was just chocolate, so w/e] but it didn’t feel right. A hug does :]

Hugs are always perfect. Haha. They make everyone feel better. No joke.

Do you people know those Japanese bottle drinks? Are they good? Cuz I never had one. My friend is gasping at me for not having one. I feel bad now. Haha.

Ima go for now. Ciao ;]

2009-12-20T17:22:00.000-08:00

Ima just post some cute and awesome Photobucket pictures I found :]

2009-12-20T14:34:00.000-08:00

Haiii. I know I just posted, but I’m insanely bored. Haha. I totally cannot wait until Alvin and the Chipmunks Squeakquel comes out. Seriously. The preview makes me laugh so much! And they’re just soo cute. Especially Theodore :] Haha. Break would be soooo effing amazing if it weren’t for my piano lesson. Blah. BORING! Oh well T.T

My new music obsession: FABER DRIVE! Introduced by my bestie Kai Yu. I love Give Him Up and Second Chance anddddd Tongue Tied. Amazing songs :] Also, I like Kris Allen’s [I think he’s the recent American Idol winner] new song Live Like We’re Dying. Nice meaning and rhythmic chorus. What am I doing now? Eating chocolate. Durrr ;]

Who can live without chocolate? Obviously, I can’t. Haha. Blah. Not much to talk about…haha. OH WAIT!

GOOGLE CHROME ROCKS! :]

Okie. Now I’m done :D

Haha.

Ciao ^

T H A N K S :]

2009-12-20T14:19:00.000-08:00

I want to say thanks to all those amazing people who gave me gifts on Friday :]

I LOVE ALL OF YOU :]

Talia: I just tried the shirt with my navy blue Forever tank. CUTEEE [except not on me]. AND OMG!!! THE MUSHROOM IS COMPLETELY ADORABLE!!! AND SQUISHY! :] ily ^

LOL. I used the lotion I gave you XD. Thanks. Haha
Erika: The scarf is gorgeous! ;] and the MashiMaru box smells nice. Haha. THANKS! :] & I ^ the candy cane.

Michelle Huang: The penguin on the lotion is soooo cute :] Thanks!
Rhian Moore: OMG! I LOVE YOU!!!!! MY MOM SAYS I CAN GET AN iTUNES ACCOUNT!!!! YIPPIE!!! THANKS SOOO MUCH!!! :] ^ x 1000000

Jennifer Orr: Thanks for the lotion :] Now I have bunches and will never run out or have a lotion crisis :P. & the notebook/journal thingy is adorable. My mom wants it X]. And I think that thingy in tissue paper is an ornament for my xmas tree right? Cuz if it is, it’s so artistic :D YOU ROCK MY WORLD!!! :]
Michelle Gin: The doggy on the wrapper is adorable ~. I still don't know how you made it X.X
Courtney: Me loves the chocolate & will SHARE my hot chocolate with my entire family on Christmas Day :) THANKS!
Karinna Loo: TKS for the Shea Butter lotion :] As I said to Jennifer, I will never have another crisis :D

Karen, Rebecca, and other peoples who gave me a candy cane: TKS FOR ALL THE SUGAR! :]

YOU ALL MAKE MY WORLD A BETTER PLACE :] HAHA. ANYWAY, I ^ YOU ALL.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Cya all next year [except for Michelle Huang who I'm going to see on Thursday to see Alvin & THe Chipmunks Squeakquel ~

George Winston

2009-12-12T14:07:00.000-08:00

Haha. This doesn't count as a real post :P
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Today while playing piano, I noticed I had this George Winston book (December Autumn)
AND I LOVE IT!!!
The songs are soooooooooooooo pretty :]
Mixture of modern with a bit of classical. Very very pretty.
It reminds me of Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven
Here are the BEST ones from this collection:
~Moon
~Variations on the Kanon
~Longing Love
~Stars

THOSE ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST!! :]

ahhh. crud. gots to play more piano.
adios amigos <3

SO HAPPY :]

2009-12-11T16:11:00.000-08:00

*grins widely*
TODAY IS A DAY I WILL REMEMBER FOREVER <3
so many happy things happened. :)

Spanish...well, that was just boring. haha.
Ms. Sanchez was like, "oh my. class ends in two minutes!"
but really, it was like, 8:40ish XD she thought it was 9:43 XD
the entire class cracked up. i basically slept through the class ^^
what stinks is that we got THREE worksheets over the weekend. so hard. i understand :P

You see, I was PLANNING on hugging the guy I liked during brunch today, but he never came up into Mr. Buhler's room, so I was a bit disappointed :(

I moped around...did I mention it rained today? I love rain :)

Science was absolutly boring...or aburrido as you say in Spanish :P
We took this easy quiz on the atom and scientists who helped discover stuff about it. BORING AND EASYYYYYYY. We went to the LMC to do our procedures and stuff, but the computer I sat at DIDNT WORK!!! There was a keyboard malfunction T.T
So I basically wasted an hour doing nothing...except mope and annoy people and talk :]
FUN!!! X]

Lunch was just lunch...it rained so we (me and other 'tree ppl') ate near the Student Store. Haha. I used to work there until I 'quit' and this seventh grader replaced me. LOL. But I actually went back...for a few minutes...
Oh yeah. I tried to get the guy I like away from the other guys...so I could TRY to hug him. Cuz if I did hug him around all the guys...that'd be total deathhhhhh. Too bad he never left the guys. He gave me 'angry' glares from the corners of his eyes...CREEPY!

Ugh. Math. I failed miserably. I got a 3 on my CML and I didn't manage to solve the Problem Solving thingy for Geometry. I stink T.T
But the good thing is that I managed to get a perfect on the Geometry Math Fax thingy. [:
I'm a nerd again! ^^

Haha. The good part starts here. I went to my locker and found a note :)
I can't tell you what it said, but it had to do with 'would you hug me at school'. something like that :P
I was like thinking, 'I have to hug him today. Friday = perfect day'
So I walked towards the crosswalk, which passes HIS locker and like, my friends Talia and Karen rush up to me and are like 'OMG OMG OMG JENNY! HIS NAME MEANS JOYFUL WEDDING' reallllly loudly. Right next to him X]
He was 'surrounded' by girls, but I tried waiting. When he didn't look back, I left and Talia was like, '___, Jenny wanted to tell you something!'
I was already gone and didn't want to go back :)

I don't like walking with the guys, so I just left and started walking home. When I passed Pavillions, I saw HIM and I was ahead of him until the stupid stop light turned red T.T

His little buddy left and so it was just us. I walked slowly so he would be ahead of me...and silence just blankened us :)
We asked each other little questions (through very very very long pauses of silence) but after a while, we ended up walking side-by-side and kinda talking a lot. I ended up telling him that I was trying to hug him at school. He said that hugging at school would mean death, which was what I thought (but my friends insisted so!). LOL. So we kinda just talked. I mainly listened (OMG RIGHT). When I was about to go, he's like thinking reallly hard about something. He turns his head and asks, "Jenny, can I hug you?"
I just smiled and opened my arms :]
WE HUGGED ^^

this is why walking in the rain is my favorite thing to do now. :]
Ciao for now :]

sigh

2009-12-10T16:29:00.000-08:00

Today is not a happy day. I'm feeling really sad. *sits down in corner typing*
Everything is just failing today. The guy who I thought was my closest brother is apparently depressed for some unknown reason. The guy who I thought was my 'bf' (if that's even true) was upset when I changed my facebook status to 'in a relationship'. I think I'm going to change it soon. I think I'm also going to shred the index card thingy my friend Erika made for me. I mean, I love my friend and all that, but what she wrote was completely untrue now. Maybe it's just me being all crazya** and stuff, but I really don't know. At least I know I make a difference in this small world. When I didn't walk with the guys I usually walk 'with' (I'm usually walking behind everyone), a lot of the people ditched too. *yells unemotionally*
Today is just not my day. Then again, when has it ever been my day? idk. The only good thing was watching the Glee finale! IT WAS SOOO AMAZING <3
then again, I cant always get what I want :( <--GLEE SONG!
haha. yepp. anyway. I'm going to stop here because:
1) I have theory homework T.T
and
2) I'm a little too sad to write more.

Ciao

rAwR~

2009-12-09T17:41:00.000-08:00

today was...interesting. lawl. it was supposed to be pajama day, but i couldn't wear mine to school cuz they were shorts. boohoo. i know. :P
haha.
i did bring my teddy bear and "my" blanket today :D
X]
I guess nothing really important happened today. T_T
ANYWAY :)
i guess i should go.
ciao :)

XMAS...AGAIN

2009-12-08T19:00:00.000-08:00

I've realized I posted a million posts on X-Mas lists. Oh well. This one's official :)

1. MASHIMARU!!! [That little bunny is just too adorable]
2. iTunes/Borders/Aeropostale/Hollister/Abercrombie Gift Card
3. PRETTYFUL SCARF!!! :] I'm in love with scarves ever since I stole Carol's...
4. Bath & Body Sweet Pea Shimmer Lotion!!! :]
5. Tokyo Store MUSHROOMS!!! :]
6. FOOD/CANDY!!! ^^
7. fuzzy slippers :D
8. a new warm jacket?? hoodie? OMG! MONSTER JACKET! :D
9. Hot Chocolate <3
10. MACBOOK FROM MY PARENTS!!! :]
11. iTouch...probably never gonna happen...T.T
12. SnOw!!!
Phew! I DIDNT REACH 13!!!! :D

December 8th: A Day That Will Forever Be My Favorite

2009-12-08T18:45:00.000-08:00

You wanna know why today is so special to me? Because the guy I've liked for a long long long time asked me out ^^
I can't help but feel soooooo darn happy. I'm hoping for a pleasant future for us.
The...weirdest?...part is that we both aren't 100% positive about liking each other. He's worried I don't like him [how can I not?!?!?!] and I'm worried he doesn't like me. Poopie. Also, I wrote I <3 him and he wrote he liked me. LOL.
Well, I'm still happy :D

haha.
Hm...
oh yeah. I failed my History chapter test T.T
being the crazy asian that I am, when I saw a lot of Cs in a row on the test, I freaked. And I changed a lot of the answers. Silly me. I was right before.
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You know David Archuleta? His songs Crush and A Little Too Not Over You kindov fit me before. OH OH!!!! MY FAV SONG OF THE WEEK: Glee Cast Version of True Colors. AMAZING SONGGGGG :)
amazing show too :)
GAHH! JUST SO HAPPY :]
haha. my friends would all laugh at me right now. but who really cares?
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My recommendation for all sad people: www.mylifeisaverage.com
A.K.A MLIA
funniest and sweetest stories
nicer than FML
averager than GMH
READ IT :]
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Some MLIAs I like:

Today, at the mall my 6 year-old son wanted his picture taken with Santa. So when it was his turn instead of sitting on his lap my son pulled out his fake wand and yelled, "Avada Kedavra!" Santa clutched his heart and pretended to die. Half the kids started to cry. MLIA

Yesterday, I got a call from the school nurse. It turns out that my six year old daughter had been licking the hand sanitizer off of her hands and got drunk due to the alcohol content. When I asked her why she did this, she said it tastes good and made her head feel fuzzy. I am afraid I have a long road ahead of me with this child. MLIA

Haha. I couldn't find the rest I liked.

Toodles.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

2009-11-26T12:47:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHH! IT'S ALREADY THANKSGIVING!!! :]
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!
Be very thankful for what you're given and what you have [:

Here's a poem I thought was pretty good:

I’m Thankful for You

Thanksgiving is the appointed time

for focusing on the good in our lives.
In each of our days,
we can find small blessings,

but too often we overlook them,

choosing instead to spend our time

paying attention to problems.

We give our energy

to those who cause us trouble

instead of those who bring peace.

Starting now,

let’s be on the lookout

for the bits of pleasure in each hour,

and appreciate the people who
bring love and light to everyone
who is blessed to know them.

You are one of those people.

On Thanksgiving,

I’m thankful for you.

Happy Thanksgiving!

By Joanna Fuchs

YAY! :]
Well, enjoy spending time with your family and everyone else :]
I would recommend you do something unexpected for everyone :D
haha. ^^
Spend an extra five minutes with the relatives you don't see often. Share the love people. SHARE THE LOVE!!! :]

Happy Thanksgiving to all!

I <3 TODAY :]

2009-11-23T19:06:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy :]
Since today there was no school (thanks to Thanksgiving break ^^), my friends and I went to Paseo and Old Town :D
SO SO SO SO SO MUCH FUN! :]

We went to Forever 21 (the largest I've seen!) and tried on a lotta different things. We all tried on sequened stuff. Talia and Karinna wore sequened mini dresses and I wore a sequened mini skirt and this werid top XD
They looked gorgeous (as per usual) and I look like an ugly stepsister. X]
They had their cameras and took a lotta pics. I ruined them all cuz
#1. I gots the worst poses
#2. I'm ugly :P
Haha. True though.
I ended up only buying a tank top though. Oh well. Fun beats materials :D
We walked to Paseo but on the way, a weird old guy checked Karinna out and she freaked XD

OMG. I never been to this restruant called Islands, but it's soooooooooo good :O
Must go again!!! :D
I ate too much XD
Haha. We went to this Forever 21 shop in Paseo...I forgot its name...it's a store branched from Forever. Oh well. I have bad memory :P
I <3 the dresses there :)) too bad I looked bad in them T.T

Sephora...everytime I go in there, something bad happens. Karinna tried to put this creamy eyeshadow on me...she screwed up :P
It was fun though :D

OH YEAH!!! I WENT TO COLDSTONE CREAMERY FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY! ^^
I'm totally amazing. Haha.

Yeahh. Fun day :)
And Ima play tennis on Wednsday and Friday ^^
I love no school days -sigh happily-

I WIN! :]

2009-11-22T14:45:00.000-08:00

Haiiiii :]

Did you notice the new layout of my blog???? *squeals* I KNOW! ITS SO DAMN GORGEOUS!!!

Haha.

I wanted this other black and blue one, but I couldn't get it T.T

Anywayyy. I love this new template. Now I wish that Blogger would add more colour options for the fonts. And more font styles too!

:D
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Music? It's also known as my life. yeppers. I can't live without it. I like the older songs better than the new ones that everyone obsesses over. There's this Facebook group that says, 'I actually liked the song before it became popular'. U huh. I'm in that. My favorite this week is S Club 7. Ah-mazing songs :)

Must listen: Never Had a Dream Come True [I cant help but sing to it every time I hear it]

Oh oh!!! EVEN IF YOU AREN'T KOREAN/ASIAN, YOU HAVE TO GO ON YOUTUBE AND SEARCH UP TAEYANG! I <3 WHERE U AT AND WEDDING DRESS

I have a YouTube account...jwcaligirl

*hint hint* ;]

Hehe. ^^
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Books? One of my favorite things in the whole wide world :D
Cuz you know how I'm all for LOVE and stuff like that? Well, the guys in books and the drama in books are sooooooooooooo much better than reality. Hands down.

Must read: Splendor, Tempted, The Last Song [I havent read any of these so far cuz my parents say buying books is a waste of money. I say BS!]

X] I am such a bad kid.

Haha. I'm running out of things to say, which doesn't happen often :]

Im a special person cuz for Thanksgiving, I'm not having turkey, mashed potatoes [awwwwww :( ], etc. IM HAVING ASIAN FOOD! Idk if i should be jumping for joy or fustrated.

Do you have those friends who are always in denial? I DO!!!! SHE THINKS HER BOYFRIEND WHO ALWAYS SAYS HE LIKES HER LIKES SOMEONE ELSE!!!! RAWR~

I find it fustrating to reassure her everytime that she's just paranoid. PFFTT!!

*breaths in* *breaths out*

I'm fine now.

Do you have a 'person' who always makes you laugh when you smile? Well, I'm that type of person. I tried really hard to not talk or smile or laugh for a period...I failed in a few seconds. I'm serious. There's something wrong with me!!!

Now tie for SWEET pictures :]

Pics I Love

2009-11-21T19:11:00.000-08:00

OMG! YAY!!!! :]

2009-11-21T10:23:00.000-08:00

OMG PEOPLES! NINE DAY VACATION STARTS TODAYYYY! IM SOOOO EXCITED! :D
Sadly, there isn't much to do T.T
Except the stupidddddd Monster essay and some math homework...wait, spanish teacher gave us homework too. whatevs. THERES ALWAYS TIME TO PROCRASTINATE ^^
haha.

OMG! NEW MOON WAS AMAZING CUZ OF TAYLOR LAUTNER! HE WAS THE BEST PART OF IT! When Robert Pattenson (is that how u spell his last name???), I was like, 'nooooooooooo!'
But you gots to be a Team Jacob for the movie. YOU HAVE TO!!!! Did you see his abs??? -sigh-
so damn hot ;]
haha

hm............
I'll make a Christmas gift list!!!

For my girlfriends, I wuz thinkin of getting these stuff:
The Bath & Body Works little gift sets or some lotions and hand sanitizers in a pretty little bag
OR!!!!!!!!
Go to See's Candies and get some sweets cuz no one hates sweets right ;]
OR!!!!!!!!
Go to the little Tokyo shop and buy some pens and stuff. Oh darn. I forgot to buy origami paper yesterday...

Haha. For my special-er friends, ima go buy clothes ;]
LOL

ahhh. haha. my old Christmas list is messed up. IGNORE IT!!! X]
It's totally wrong. Kinda. LOL
I just want:
1. TEDDY BEARS :]
2. Jacket, as per usual ^^ I <3 hoodies :D
3. My best friends :D
4. Bath & Body Work stuff. SMELLS SOOOOO GOOD :D
5. Candy. Seriously. I don't need to explain why ^^
6. MacBook from parents T.T
7. NECKLACE/EARINGS :D
8. Forever 21 stuff :]

Haha. Anyway
OMG. WINTER WONDERLAND DANCE IS COMMIN UP!!! YAYYYYYYY!
Me and my besties (Erika and Talia) are ttly going together as santas :D
Hehe ;]
AND A MONTH AFTER THAT IS WINTER FORMAL!!!
Haha. I asked a magic 8 ball yesterday (while at the mall with Michelles, Rhian, Karinna, Courtney, Rebecca, and Kathy) if I was going with a guy and it said, 'in your dreams'
WHOOT! Haha. [:
I can't wait...actually, I can. LOL
Anywayy. OHHH!
For my male readers (if there are any) these are gifts to get ur <3ed ones ;D
1. Heart and Key necklace (cuz like, u can then say 'you gots the key to my heart' or something)
2. Hug :] Hugs never fail
3. a note saying ily :D
4. candy cane :D
5. you can never go wrong with bath and body
6. idk
haha. im outta ideas for now

ttfn. gots to go to tennis lessons soon :]

ily!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! :]

HEHE! MY CHRISTMAS LIST :) <3

2009-11-11T15:41:00.000-08:00

Haha. I know. It's wayyy to early for my Christmas list, but so what? :P
Hm...Ima be a good little girl and...oh whatever! Ima just list what I like :D
Teehee.
So...

1. iTunes account!! [my parents are being meanie butts and wont let me make one!!!! ITS NOT LIKE IM GOING TO GO ON A RAMPAGE AND USE UP THEIR CREDIT CARD! I mean, there are free songs sometimes, like the JB song, and yeahh...grrrr!]
2. Haha. HAPPINESS!! I WANT HAPPINESS FOR XMAS!!! :)

3. LOVE <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

4. ^^ Candy teehee :P

5. Jacket?? :D I wanna big big big warm warm warm jacket! Or hoodie. idrc. like the ones guys always have. No offense to us girls, but our jackets are mainly just for looks...the warm ones are friggin uncomfortable XD. Me likes the biggish ones guys have. They look cheap (no offense!) and warm :D esp if someone already wore it. hahaha

6. Boys Before Flowers necklace <3 OMG. I LOVE THAT DRAMA!! :]
ME ESPECIALLY LIKES THE MEANING OF THE NECKLACE :P

7. Books :] Haha. I can't live without books!

8. Hot chocolate :) Haha.

Haha. THat's it. I don't ask for much :D
kinda.
LOL.

Haha. Hi babes :))

2009-11-09T19:28:00.000-08:00

Hihi :)
Did ya miss me -wink-
LOL.
Hm...today was interesting...XD
I noticed: the only good part of school is walking home. Nahh. It's not the exercise, but rather the people I walk home with and how much I laugh there. That's part of the day where I can definately say I'm happy -grins-
No. Not cuz they're boys. Hell no. They're just funny ^^ LOL.

It's annoying cuz these two little munchkins keep throwing these spikey thingies from the tree at us old people! XD

Acutally...I'm the only old person -sniff sniff-
LOL. Once, this one munchkin (who looks soooooooo adorable and innocent) found a lemon on the sidewalk and stuffed it in my backpack -.-''
He and this guy from school kept giggling about something while walking, and I later found out by threatening the munchkin's friend that they stuck a lemon in my backpack. Haha. If you're already confused, I'm sorry.
OMG! YAY! TOMoRROW IS THE FIELDTRIP!!!! HAHAHAHA!!! THEN NO SCHOOL AFtER THAT! SUCH A FUN WEEK!!!
oh wait...darn...piano lesson tomorrow AND history test on friday
nevermind. forget i said anything :D

Haha. The smartest people in the school act dumb sometimes too!
Ya see, I love giving out gifts and cards for my friend's birthdays. Cuz like, it's so fun watching them get a little embarassed. Yes, I sound evil, but in the end, they love the gift. Haha. So like, my brothers keep trying to find out my birthday [i have no idea why though] and this is our conversations...kinda:
Them: HAHAH! I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY
Me: Oh yeah. What is it?
Them: February 9th!
Me: PSH. YEAH RIGHT! (LOL)
One guy (Sam): I CHECKED MS. ROGERS'S BIRTHDAY CALENDAR!
Me: You think I'd ACUTALLY write my real birthday and let her stalk me? YEAH RIGHT!
Them: LIAR!
Me: How would YOU know? Huh? It is MY birthday.
Them: silence
Me: -jumping in victory in head-
HAHAHA. We're weird aren't we
LOL. :]

Haha. I felt very awkward @ lunch today...THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO KEEP STARING AT ME AND SMILING THAT I-KNOW-SOMETHING-YOU-DON'T-KNOW SMILE!!! GRRR~
*coff michael coff*

Yeah. very uncomfortable. X.X

LOL. When I looked into 'his' (DEF NOT MICHAEL!) eyes, i felt warm tingly sensations (lol. funny word. XP). Is that too weird? hm...I'm confused. LOL.

I think it was just me being weird :D

Ya know what bothers me right now? That I have NO IDEA who to trust. Yeah...Some people lie a lot...and others tell me a story, but I know it isnt true...There are also those situations where one thing happens and a million stories come flying at you. Yepp. That's me. Stuck in the middle of all this....poop.Yes. I call it poop. Haha.

Hehe. Listeing to Glee songs and lovingggg them :)

Hm. I should make my Christmas list right now shouldn't I? -contemplates the idea-

YEA! I WILL!!! next post ov course. OMG. Isn't that pic so darn cute???? :D

Haha. I got this other cute doggie pic from 'him' but I won't show it...maybe cuz I'm selfish? Nahhh. [:

I'll show it. I'm trying to avoid the seven deadly sins :)

Now let me ask you a question...

Is this doggie sad or happy?

Haha. I know. Werid question. But I seriously can't tell :P Can you?

Teehee :D

Hm..last topic. Darn. This goes by pretty fast. LOL. The most controversial topic my friends and I talk about is our ages. I always feel old and my friend always complains about being the youngest. I'd kill (not really) to be younger. Seriously. I'm like...older than most of the guys at school (or at least the cute/nice/normal/friendly guys TT_TT). IMA OLD LADY!!!! NOOOOOOO! I wish I could be like...a month younger? Haha. Everyone I like(d) is/was younger! Now doesn't that stink? Haha. A lotta people say 'age? whatevs' but I was 'raised' to be aware of age. Haha. My dad is SEVEN years older than my mom. Now that is just plain creepy. -shudders in horror- JKAY. But it is a little freaky. I mean, like...if that was the case for me, my 'husband' (i don't like that word XP) is like...in college right now. I know right! So my mom asked me who I liked...and I told her the name and stuff and she basically interrogated me (old crush)

Mom: Is he asian??? (fierce look on her face)

Me: Yeahh. Why?

Mom: CUZ IF YOU MARRY (idk why she talks about marriage when im still in school TT_TT) A NON-ASIAN, WHAT WILL WE TALK ABOUT? I WILL NOT EAT UNASIAN FOOD!

Me: Uh...okay?

Mom: IS HE GOOD LOOKING?!?!? I DO NOT WANT TROLL-LIKE GRANDBABIES

Me: -silence-

-Dad walks in-

Mom: Daddy! Jenny likes someone. She likes...wait...I forgot his name.

Dad: Let's call him trash? Cuz any boy is badddd

Me: -looks at parents like they're crazy-

Mom and Dad: -cracks up-

Me: -face palm-

LOL. That was probably mean...but true TT_TT

I have freaking weird parents. X.X Anyone wanna trade? -looks around hopefully-

Anywayy. Time for me to say I love you and goodbye.

I LOVE YOU! GOODBYE! CYA TOMORROW!

teehee.

Quotes:

~If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

~Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together

~True love doesn't have a happy ending. It doesn't even have an ending. It lives forever.

PICTURE TIME:

Good Morning :)

2009-11-09T07:01:00.000-08:00

Haha. I just wanted to say "hi" before I left for school...
HI!
haha.
adios

LOL

2009-11-08T14:00:00.000-08:00

Haha. Hi peoples. It's been a while hasn't it? :]
Check out the new playlist I posted :D
Haha. You know that one question people ask sometimes? The one where you describe your life in one word? I'd say 'complicated' and it'd be the truth! ^^
Cuz you know why? My friends keep saying that I'm 'going out' with this guy I like (WHO I'M PRETTY SURE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK PEOPLES!) and they kept insisting my ex still liked me. TT_TT
They're really werid. I know. But what can I say? I love them -grins-. We argued for a long time. Haha. Very typical. We also argued on me being pretty. LOL. I am an AMAZING conversation diverter. I made it so that we argued on my friend being pretty. Teehee. LOL. In this three way AIM chat, one friend held votes on who likes who. It was HILLARIOUS! I voted on no voting. I think I make a wonderful voter. Don't you? ;)
Anywayyyy :)
Hi!
Haha. Hm...
Oh yeah. I'll talk about the nerdy math parties we have in school ;)
Hehe. Well, on the last day of every month, the Geometry students get a party! Fun huh?

We've only had two so far, and one (no offense) sucked. The first group didn't bring enough food so the POLITE people who waited in line didn't get much..maybe a Cheeto or two? Haha. Here's the group who planned the first party:

They look like fun bunches of people huh? Yepp! :D

Haha. Now these bunches of weird people planned the second one! Haha. The second party was more successful cuz this one girl -coff coff- threatened peoplez food so they formed a nice line. LOL. There's the lone male species in the group looking like he's imitating a fish (haha. ^^), the scary girl (hehe -grins-), the chipmunkish girl (is that even a word?), girl who hates to smile and wears a lotta black and has eyeblinding bangs, and the one normal girl :D

Haha. Sounds like I'm making fun of them? Nahh. I do it cuz I <3 them ;)

Haha. This next picture shows how nerdy we are:

Here are our 'bodyguards' (one is our assistant principal and one is a fellow nerd)

LOL. I'm too lazy to upload the rest. But I'm pretty sure you have an idea as to how crazy we are -wink- ^^

ARG! I'm a little scared cuz report cards are being mailed! Being the nerd that I am (yes, I admit it!) I hope I get a 4.0 -crosses fingers-

Teehee ;D

OMG. Does anyone out there know the AH-MAZING show called Glee? Cuz OMG! ITS SOOOO GOOD! It's funny, a little drama filled (like a shows are), and just so awesome! I love the songs the Glee club sings. So much better than the original songs (sorry peoples ^^). Anyway. Watch it! Go to this channel for TONS of free online streaming shows:

http://www.ch131.com/

OR! Just go to YouTube and listen to the Glee songs (search in LeelooDoyle). ORRRRR!!!! LISTEN TO MY PLAYLIST! THE LAST FEW SONGS ARE FROM GLEE!!! My friend listened to the songs first and BAM! she fell in love with Glee. Haha. YEAHHH!!! GLEEK FOREVER! ^^

LOL. I type a lot don't I? Haha. You should see me talk. X.X

Haha. I practiced making a new signature for thirty minutes. I know. Complete time waster. YAY!

UGHH. Does anyone have good science project ideas? Cuz me and my buddie Talia wanna get chosen for the LA County Science Fair (though I wanna WIN!!! rawr~)

HAHA. I am clearly labeled nerd/geek/any other smartypants term :D

Have I mentioned I'm currently in love with Toadette? OMG. IT'S SO DARN CUTE!!! :D

Haha. Lookie:

Haha. And my favorite of all times:

^Haha. No. It's not because of the tag! It's just plain ADORABLE! Ima go to the Tokyo store someday and buy a Toad/Toadette stuffed animal!! -grins-

Anywayyy. It's about time to end this. Peoples get tired of reading long messages. -grins- I'll just post a lotta pics after this. ~~Ciao~~. I mean Adios!

Hasta luego! ily :)

Two Broken Hearted Quotes of the Day:

If in this lifetime I won't be able to have you

I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life

I won't have to think twice before saying "I waited a life time to say I love you..."

Someday you'll cry for me like I cried for you

Someday you'll miss me like I missed you

Someday you'll need me like I needed you

Someday you'll love me but I won't love you

Sad. I know. But I still love them.

-sigh-

2009-10-09T19:22:00.001-07:00

the guy i like (i think) who maybe likes me back is a liar. XD
haha
i love these vids:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gljux-ctFfI
the lyrics say everything! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gljux-ctFfI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvjZ6VkLuCM

i love these, though they're sad, but they're full of emotion

J.C.

Ahhhh -sigh-

2009-10-07T18:22:00.000-07:00

Teehee. I think I might be in luvvv!! :)
but its really complicated...haha
he used to like my friend, and she used to like him
so idk...but he's soooooooooooooooooooooo sweet :)
but i still like this other guy.......AHHHHHHHHHH
so complicated
-.-''
i should go on a boyfast

i gots to do hw...
toodles

JC

Goodbye My Undead Lover

2009-09-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

Ahh. Here we go...

Blue Bloods

These elite New York teens are not what they appear to be. What makes them special? It's not their extensive history, leading all the way back to the Mayflower. It's not their to-die-for wardrobe either. Bestselling author Melissa de la Cruz threw in another twist: they are all vampires.

What's up with Mimi's closer than normal relationship with her twin brother?

Why does innocent-looking Bliss seem to have an inner devil?

These questions, my friend, I cannot answer. For it is your job to find out.

Blue Bloods is the first book in the thrilling Blue Blood series.

Blue blood filled veins popped up on her arm. She was informed of her secret identity. Thus began her Masquerade. What happenes when the Revelation is not what she expects? Now she seeks out the true Van Alen Legacy.
--

Thrilling? I hope so. I command you to go read it today, or face the wrath of my fangs.

Kristina DeBarge

I have one thing to say about her: under-requested.

She's not that popular yet, but she will. Her songs are amazing and have a hypnotic affect on you. You'll be surprised to find out how many of her songs match what you feel. Request her songs often. Help promote her album, Exposed.

Listen to these especially fantastic songs:

1. Speak Up
2. Goodbye
3. Doesn't Everybody Wanna Fall In Love

Go on YouTube to listen now. Trust me, it's worth your time.

Sadness Does Not Cover My Feelings Right Now

2009-09-28T18:42:00.000-07:00

I get this package from my best friend, who happens to live 3,000 miles away. I expect it to be full of happy letters about how she's fitting in. But no. I get sad letters about her missing South Pas. Does not make me happy. This part is for you hun:

--
Zion,
You being upset makes me upset :'(
Blue: It is happy and is definately not you. It means sadness, but that sadness will blossom into pure happiness :) Just cuz you can't go back to South Pas doesn't mean South Pas won't come to you. I'll try to visit when I'm old enough (hopefully you'll still remember me then).

Orange: Never forget. Always think about S.P. but don't let it hold you back. Think of all the happiness the future will bring you. God definately has a bright future planned out for you. Your presence in S.P. made it great, now make Tenafly great too. GO ZION GO!! =]

Yellow: Represents the future for you. Bright and sometimes blinding. Go for it. Take the chances.

Purple: Will always be something that we share together forever. This I know for sure. ILY

Clear: Yes, it's invisible. Something that you are not.

Green: Does not represent envy. Represents the roadblocks in life. It's your job to jump over those blocks. I believe in you.

Pink: It's the color that says, "I love you."

Black: It's never time to say bye, but I'll see you again. I promise.

I luv you forever and always,
J.C.
--

-Sigh- That totally ruined my happy aura. Goodbye doesn't hurt unless you'll never say hello again. I'm positive that there will be many more hellos in the future.

Status Update

2009-09-26T16:08:00.000-07:00

I just realized that my blog is superrr boring. So I apologize to those who are the victims of my boringness...xD

Ah-mazing Artists

One super talented singer is Angelica Vasilcov. She's not exactly famous, but she's a superb singer. She's entered the Music Mogul competition and sadly, didn't win. But!!! It doesn't mean that she stopped singing. Listen to her on YouTube.

Her YouTube ID: AngelicaV1

You MUST listen to these songs by her:
~Boys and Girls
~When I'm Not With You
You also have to listen to her small informal duet with another Music Mogul singer, Richard Rick Rose here

Book of the Day
Hm...so many books, so little space :D
A current series I'm reading so far is the Luxe Series by Anna Godbernsen.

So full of fluff, scandals, betryals, and liars, it is one of the best series ~~man~~ Anna Godbernsen ever created...or the ONLY series she has ever created :3

The heart-wrenching forbidden love between two characters will make you weep.

The scandalous actions of one perfect socialite will make you gasp in disbelief.

The vile and pathetic actions of one to split two lovers will make you hate like you've never hated before.
But the end will make you crave for more.
These socialites start out surrounded in Luxe...
These pretty uptight girls who were once were friends spread Rumors when one gets green with Envy at the others' success.
But Splendor isn't everything, especially when the man you blackmailed into marriage doesn't return those feelings you throw at him.
Don't judge these girls by their covers.
Go to the nearest bookstore/library to read this series today :)

LOL. I sounded creepy and lamee. Haha. Oh well. ^_^
This was kinda fun actually!

Until Next Time,
J.C.

Eh Ma Gawd!

2009-09-26T12:24:00.000-07:00

OMG! YOU TOTALLY HAVE TO READ THIS POST MY FRIEND WROTE. IT'S REALLY GOOD:

--
"All the world's a stage," - William Shakespeare

As Autumn draws closer, as school approaches...I cannot help but to feel a little twinge of sadness every time I look at the calendar. Sure, I love Autumn, the beautiful burnt colors, the crisp leaves, the sweet smells, the new back-to-school supplies, yet, it means that the summer is drawing to a close. Summer; the one time of year when you are truly allowed to be yourself, the time when you can relax and enjoy the wonders of the world without the of trivial daily events of during the school year.

For me, Autumn not only marks the end of carefree bliss for another 365 days, but the start of the annual play.

The new clothes you recieve, the new jeans, the new shirts, sweaters, coats...are merely the costumes.

There is no plot nor script, simply the drama and gossip to follow during the year.

The school where you will spend the majority of the remaining 3 seasons until the summer? That, my dear, is the stage.

And thus begins the masquerade. As people forget who their true personalities are and replace them with masks, mere illusions of themselves, the roles are set. Out goes the kind and sweet girl who enjoys spending her summer helping out at the hospital, and in goes the bitchy, snarky cheerleader. This process is repeated over and over again, at every school, in every country, throughout the world.

This is how you get to the cliques found at schools wherever you go. The "jocks", "preps", "nerds", "cheerleaders", "goths"...people shed their true identities for the fear of being left out, of being a "loser", of not being popular, of acceptance...Such conformity disgusts me.

People lose themselves, their personalities, their styles, and their dreams during the school year.

I sigh, put my disguise on as well, and brace myself

Here comes the masquerade, part deux.
--

My crazy, but amazing, friend CC wrote this. I personally loved it. :)

Burnin ^

2009-09-26T12:15:00.000-07:00

YAY!! I'm so happy!!! I finally am getting premoted to intermediate level tennis ^.^

I'm so effing surprised cuz I really do suck (ask Jason, he'll tell you). Then again, it's really embarrasing to be the oldest kid in a beginners class XD.

LOL. Coach Amerine forced this high school JV boy, Kyung (IDK his last name :D) to rally with me. I kinda feel bad for him cuz he was stuck with me. We were playing mini-tennis and like, I was hitting wayy to hard. He was running all over the place! (Sorry!)

I have to learn how to 'control my racket' but I have noooo idea how to >.<

I know I'm stupid like that, but so what? ;) I'll just force some other person to help me!!

Haha <3

Oh yeah. I'm supposed to be pissed right now. You know how I'm lazy and all that right? Well my piano teacher 'delayed' my lesson from 11 to 1. FUN HUH? NOT!!! I usually fall asleep at 1.

RAWR~

-sigh- all the sacrifices I make for myself :D

Anyway, I'm basically dying in this hole i dug for myself. Sad huh?

Since everyone knows how I'm a total gossip freak, I tend to annoy the cr*p outta everyone about who they like and sh!t like that D:

People have a tendency to blame me when their obvious secret gets out. Seriously people??? I love to learn stuff about you, but it doesn't mean I blabbed it out. Sheesh. This stuff becomes really complicated sometimes T.T

So...I give up. Happy? Yeah. You better be happy. Sorry bout the mood change, but it happens -shrug-

As my super awesome motto goes: Live. Laugh. Love (aka the title of this blog)

If that wasn't a motto, whattabout this: Life isn't about the number of breaths you take, but the number of moments that take your breath away.

BAM! Is that awesome or what? Hehe

Anyway. Enough of my boring cr*p for now.

TTFN,

J.C. <3

LOL! I MADE IT TO POST NUMBA 2

2009-09-25T19:00:00.000-07:00

Haha! I'm actually proud of myself. I didn't forget about the blog!! :) -gives myself a pat on the back-
Ahhh. FRIDAY!! That's the best day ever! I can procratinate on homework and stay up late on the computer ^.^
School was really weird today...the guys were really mean :(

1. Spanish was fun, but the work she gives us is boringg. It's not hard, but it's not fun either. Wish I could sit closer to my BFFS across the room :'(
2. UGH! SCIENCE. Do I really have to explain? BORING AS HELL!!!! No offense Mrs.Rogers, but you spend wayy to much time talking. We aren't that stupid and clueless...or at least some of us arent. She gives us too much time for everything and explains everything at least twice. At least I sit by a BFF of mine =]
3. Math...ugh. I suck at math. Homework used to take a little while, but now it takes FOREVER!! Stupid proofs. bleh. I plan on failing the Chapter 2 test with honor and dignity ;)

Lunch was interesting. We had a spirit day activity, but sooo not the best one we've ever had. Though I was a part of it, the lunch time activity was sort of pathetic. Let's hope the next one is better.

I totally hate the guys right now. They're so mean and obnoxious. I had this awesome striped tall hat and they all 'bullied' me. -sniff sniff-
They kept punching it in, pulling it off, playing keep away from it, etc. I wanted to punch the cr*p outta them, but they'd hurt me more (xD). I expected *him* to help me, but I guess I depend on others too much. -shrugs- Trying to be spirited is really hard, especially when others don't respect your property, but whatever. I'm totally over it :D
Cuz tomorrows a brand new day!!

Nothing much to say anymore, so ciao!

Till next time,
J.C.

WOAH! New Post Numba Uno

2009-09-24T18:55:00.000-07:00

LOL. I know I just posted something, but what can I say? I was bored! Technically, I'm supposed to be finishing my Spanish homework (ugh x10000) and math (boringggg!), but who likes homework?
-sigh-
So....what is there to say? I really don't know. I know that I'm tired. REALLY REALLY tired. You're probably thinking, "If this crazy girl is tired, why doesn't she go to sleep?"
And I would say, "Because I don't feel like it!" Hehe! Typical me.
Ahh. Probably TMI...oh well. :)
I'm feeling lazy right now. Sooo, I'm not going to play piano, not going to run my daily mile, and NOT going to do homework! Yay me!
All I can say is that tomorrow's going to be AWESOME! I can't wait to wear my tall rainbow striped hat to school for our spirit day :))
If you're reading this Zion, I miss ya like crazy!!!

Well, ima too lazy to write anymore (not that I had anything to write).

XOXO,
J.C.

Heyy :)

2009-09-24T17:41:00.000-07:00

-sigh-

Life is so overrated. At least that's what I think. One second, you're strolling along and then suddenly, BOOM! You fall on you butt, having no idea whatsoever as to what hit you. Yeah peoples. Get this. LIFE IS WHAT HIT YOU! Anyway, enough of my stupid ranting ;) I'm weird like that, which gets people to hate me and love me. Sooo...I guess I'll post random tidbits about school here...maybe also on how drama-filled and complicated my life is...

Stay tuned!

XOXO,
Gossip Girl
I mean...

J.C.